When friends diss you.

I tried to reach out to best friend today...no luck.  but it was only a text message.  who knows maybe her service sucks?

it was a simple text
"hi, how are you doing? would you like to go shoe shopping with me tommorow?"

I need boots for my costume, so I tried to reach out, besides...it was an excuse to just have a chat, shoe shopping, lite lunch--meetup with friend...social interaction just because. 

Nothing. no. response.

So, after a couple hours, got ahold of another nice friend I met about two months ago, and we are going shoe shopping and having a lite lunch instead.

Her loss.

I am about to give up on the friendship...its all one-sided anyways.

Even attempts to just see how she is doing, I get no response.  If you hate my guts, tell me. It's that simple.

I have done absolutely nothing wrong to this girl, ever.  I have even been there for her for everything.. and been a good friend to her.  I don't understand what is going on.

Good updates

I am so excited for Halloween this year. I am going to take my kids trick or treating and meet some neighbors and go out with friends afterwards.  Go me!

Just got back from Montana Saturday and on my other blog you can read all about that and my other misadventures/adventures. 

On the friend front, these are girls from Maryland and I am excited to go out with them.  My girlfriend is dressing up and so am I so that should be fun to go to the club in DC.

My parents may also be coming up this way.  So that is a plus too.

Just looking forward to next weekend.

Also will be seeing my former colleague from work on the 30th, that should be nice to catch up and say hello to her.  I have the jitters a little bit about going back into my former place of business though, but I know I should not, its just an odd feeling.  According to her they all miss me, it made me smile and she even said that "we love you Miss Suki and miss you."  That was sweet, awh!

well that is all for now, will get back to you when I have more to say. otherwise just follow me on the other blog as well. Thanks everyone!

This is my life lately...

So my daughter had a birthday yesterday and it was great. She turned the big 03!...yup yup.

Today my little one Peanut is back to her shit again. I have proof...she has been terrorizing my house again.

Oh well, I will have to blog about it later, I have to clean up some pots and pans. I have not and refuse to baby proof this house...she will just have to constantly hear me say no no ma'am all day...she will eventually learn. I still love my little terrorist though.

On another note, my husband was so nice yesterday to my best friends kid...he dropped off a card and money to her house on his way home from work yesterday with the cake and icecream for Angelina's birthday party.

My best friend was at work, he called her and let her know it was slid under the door and she said " Oh, tell Suki I will call her this week and come out to see her." No happy birthday to my daughter, nothing. We will see if she does that. I leave on Monday to go to Montana...I am not holding my breath. This is about the umpteenth time she has said she would visit.

This is the same person I go and visit alot and she has never once came out here to see me, even on her days off. This is also a person I have helped out repeatedly. I helped her get a new washer when hers broke, I helped her by loaning her money which she has not paid back for her to go on trips to Ohio because it was an emergency, I have been there for her when her cupboards were bare, when the MP's were called and watched her kids for free...all kinds of things, without ever bringing it up or even saying anything about it...I feel somehow like I am betraying our friendship by writing this, but I have no one to talk to this about so I am writing it here...but this is the type of person that I am. I have been there, and am there for everyone of my friends in this way.

The one time I need her to be there for me, she is AWOL. The one time I need anyone there for me they are AWOL.

I am kind of bummed. I do try to reach out to her and even call her, but this friendship is one-sided. Am I doing something wrong?

I think I just need new friends or something...this is depressing just reading back on this blog.

Any suggestions?